Understanding a Fatherless Daughter
Fatherless Girls Miss Their Daddy
A girl's father is an important figure in her life. His loss or absence will affect the rest of her life. This fact is often lost on the caretakers of fatherless girls. If he was never there, or it has been a long time since he's been gone, people may think the girl has forgotten about him. Those people are wrong.
I Remember My Dad
I was a fatherless child, but I remember my dad. He was a smiling man who threw me up in the air and never failed to catch me. I never questioned his love for me. Having him disappear from my life was like having the earth crumble from beneath my feet.
My dad died when I was only six years old. Many people think that kids at that age cannot comprehend death. In my case that was not so.
A Child's Understanding of Death
Only a few months before my dad's death, the family dog had been killed by a car. It was a very upsetting thing for me, but I learned what it means to die. It meant that her little body was still and she was gone, she was never coming back.
My dad drowned in a scuba diving accident. The last time I saw him he was in his scuba gear, waving to me through an underwater window. I was unaware of the events taking place that day, I only knew that I was sent home with family friends, and later my mom came back, but my dad did not.
A Child's Grief
It was not until a few days later that the minister came to our house and broke the news to us kids. I was the oldest of four. Maybe the others didn't really get it, but I did.
The grown ups could talk about heaven, but the cold fact hit me like a brick. My dad's body was lying still somewhere, never to rise. I would never see my dad again. Not in this life anyway.
I did not attend the funeral. My mom thought it best that we children remembered him alive. I guess she meant well, but I'm not sure it was the best thing for me.
Accepting That He's Never Coming Back
My family were devout Baptists. I was encouraged to pray, which I did. I am not sure that it was really the healthiest thing for me though. In Sunday school we were taught that God can do anything, even raise the dead.
I think in a situation like that a parent should make sure the kid understands, even though they have been taught that God raised Lazarus from the dead, and Christ also rose from his grave, that will not happen to their parent no matter how hard they pray. It's not just unlikely, there is no chance that it will happen.
Kids go through the same stages of grief as adults do, and often the adults around them are busy dealing with their own grief. I think that I really fell into the bargaining stage with my prayers. If I prayed hard enough maybe God would change his mind. I did not really think it would happen, but I tried. Of course, eventually I had to accept that this was my new life. My dad was gone, and he was never coming back.
All of this happened in 1963. At that time, I was really in the minority, being a kid with no dad. Even though it has been over fifty years since his death, I have missed my father every day of my life. How different my life would have been if not for that fateful day.
Father's Day Without a Dad
In those years, when father's day came, there was no alternative for kids who didn't have a dad. I was the odd girl out. The few other fatherless kids I knew were children of divorce, and that wasn't nearly as common as it is now. Now, most schools are sensitive to the fact that there are fatherless children in the class.
Today, plenty of kids grow up without their dad, most lose them through divorce or estrangement. For many of those kids, their dad was never really around at all. I guarantee you that every one of those kids has some kind of fantasy about their dad. At least I have some memories, and I know that I once had a dad that loved me.
Care-Taking a Fatherless Child
If you are a caretaker of a fatherless child, do not denigrate their father, and be aware that the kid hears things you say to others. If the father is a person you knew, try to find something positive to say about him. If you are the child's mother, there must have been something good about the man who fathered your child.
I'm not saying that you should lie, or make up some fantasy figure. Every human has some redeeming qualities. Maybe he loved music, and the child does too. Maybe he was a skilled mechanic, or had a great head for figures. Maybe he just had a magnetic smile, or a certain twinkle in his eye. He gave your child life, and half of her genes. Even if he is unknown to her, you should recognize the fact that her father is an important person in your child's life.
© 2015 Sherry Hewins