Things Parents of Gay Children Wish You'd Stop Saying
- Is he sure he's gay?
- I'm praying for him.
- How long has he been keeping this secret?
- What do you think turned him gay?
- I bet that you wish you had sent him to Catholic school now!
- Do you think he's just trying to fit in?
Family and friends said these things over and over again after my 18-year-old son announced that he was gay. Instead of receiving support, I was put in the position of getting them up to speed on all LGBTQ issues and calling out the stereotypes they've held for far too long. I had to keep saying to them, "if you know one gay person, you know one gay person" while wondering: Why the heck don't they know more?
Coming Out Today Is Largely a Non-Event
When my 18-year-old son came out to our family, it was largely a non-event as most of us were expecting it (the rainbow flag decal on the back window of his car was a major clue)! While his 15-year-old brother responded with a big duh, his grandparents reacted with mild bewilderment, noting “he doesn't act at all feminine.” From young to old, I was pleasantly pleased that everyone's mindset appropriately reflected how times have changed and how being gay is no longer seen as deviant, strange, or even noteworthy.
We've Come a Long Way But We're Not There Yet
When I was a child in the 1970's, there were movies and television shows that centered around family members coming out and the ensuing hysteria as everyone struggled to cope. I'd watch daytime talk shows where parents broke down in sobs, devastated by having a gay child. Audience members sympathized with their plight, relieved it wasn't them.
During my high school years, there'd be whispers about so-and-so being gay, but we never knew for sure because nobody at that time dared to be open about it. Long before the military adopted its "don't ask, don't tell" policy, it was how most of us lived in the civilian world of the 70's, especially in extremely religious families like my own.
I was completely convinced that we had evolved from those prehistoric days. My optimism, though, blackened in the weeks and months following my son's announcement when I started hearing the same cringe-worthy questions and comments. While taking my son's announcement in stride, I soon realized that others were struggling with it and had appointed me their guide on everything LGBTQ. I was chosen as our family's resident expert on the subject based on only one criteria: having a son who recently proclaimed he was gay!
It's Not My Responsibility to Get You Up to Speed on LGBTQ Issues Because You've Stayed Woefully Ignorant!
Don't Give Me the Job of Making You Feel Okay About My Son Being Gay
Folks seemed tolerant and open-minded after my son came out and continued to present themselves that way to him. They began coming to me, though, with their concerns, questions, advice, and asinine comments.The elders in my family shocked me with their ignorance and immaturity regarding issues of gender and sexuality, causing me to lose a lot of respect for them that can never be restored. They behaved more like titillated 13-year-old boys, finding Dad's secret stash of Playboy magazines, than sophisticated adults in their 60's and 70's who'd lived through the sexual revolution.
1. Is He Sure He's Gay?
If I had a dollar for every time I got asked this question, I'd live in a mansion and drive a Ferrari. Because my son is just a regular kid in appearance and behavior, his announcement confused our older relatives who thought all gays behaved in a feminine and flamboyant manner. In their defense, I admit that LGBTQ folks have been portrayed in a stereotypical manner for decades on stage, on television, and in movies. It's only now that we're starting to see more realistic, more human, and more multi-dimensional portrayals of them
My older relatives in South Dakota and Iowa have gotten their impressions of LGBTQ folks from these representations that were typically created for comic effect. They don't have many firsthand experiences because so many gays and lesbians in these conservative states move away as soon as they become adults or remain closeted. My relatives in the mid-west, therefore, tend to see gay folks in a very narrow way.
That's why I recommended that they watch the exquisitely moving documentary, , so they could experience the love story of a real-life gay couple. I had seen it long before my son came out, and it had stayed with me ever since. Those who watched the film thanked me for suggesting it, saying it made them cry and expanded their hearts as well as their minds. Bridegroom
2. I'm Praying for Him.
My in-laws "never got around to seeing it," which confirmed my suspicions that they didn't want to change. As devout Catholics for 80+ years, they weren't going to veer from the church's teachings at this point in their lives. Although the current pope has shown considerable compassion to gays, his acceptance doesn't mean the church's official stance on the matter has changed. The church still maintains that being gay is not a sin but gay relations are, deeming them "violations of divine and natural law."
When my in-laws and other relatives said about my son, "I'm praying for him," it felt anything but warm, loving, and Christ-like. It seemed judgmental in a passive-aggressive way. It was obvious their prayers were asking God to turn my son straight. My prayers, on the hand, were asking God to make them more loving, accepting, and supportive.
3. How Long Has He Been Keeping This Secret?
My family and friends convinced themselves that my son and I had been hiding the fact that he was gay. In reality, though, he was simply a late-bloomer in discovering his sexual orientation. Unlike those who know from their earliest memories, my son came to realize that he was gay at the ripe old age of 17. Dr. Erika Pluhar, a sex therapist and educator, says there's a wide range but most people figure out their sexuality between the ages of 9 and 12. That's when kids typically become attracted to members of the opposite or same gender.
Family and friends were indignant that they weren't told sooner, acting as if they had every right in the world to know. They hijacked the situation, forcing me to tend to their hurt feelings rather than them supporting my son and me. I wish that my mother and other older relatives understood that it wasn't my place "to out" my son and that it was his news to reveal, not mine.
None of the Gay Stereotypes Apply to My Son So Don't Go There!
4. What Do You Think Turned Him Gay?
This question, asked frequently by older relatives, is hurtful, ignorant, and annoying all rolled into one. It implies something terrible happened during my son's growing up years—a traumatic event such as a molestation—that caused him to become gay. Since I was largely responsible for my son's childhood as a stay-at-home mother, I feel like I'm being accused and must defend my parenting.
5. I Bet That You Wish You Had Sent Him to Catholic School Now!
My 80-year-old mother, who sent all four of her children through parochial school, has said this to me countless times. I would definitely file it in a folder entitled, "You don't need to say everything that pops in your mind." By constantly bringing this up, she simultaneously pats herself on the back and condemns me. After all, she wound up with four straight kids by sending them to religious school while I wound up with a gay one by sending him to public school. Ugh! Give me a break!
At this point, we don't know exactly why some people are born gay or lesbian. Genetics seems to be a major factor. Most certainly we'll discover more in the future.
As his mom, I truly believe my son has always been this way—perfectly himself—and other people's obsession about finding out what caused him to be gay leaves me cold. It's that ugly part of human nature that makes us immediately inquire if the person smoked cigarettes upon hearing he has lung cancer. We want to find an explanation for why things happen so we feel more secure in an insecure world. In the process, though, we put our desire for self-protection above empathy.
Stop Telling Me That My Son Has Made a "Lifestyle Choice"
6. Do You Think He's Just Trying to Fit In?
When my son came out, some relatives expressed concern that young people today are sexually confused and just want to fit in and be popular. This made me sad because I realized how little they know my son. He has never been one to follow the crowd and be anyone other than his authentic self.
While this question distressed me, I certainly understood it. There's no doubt that more young people today are describing themselves as something other than 100 percent heterosexual. Psychologist, John Buss, says that for most of human history there were about 2 percent of females who were lesbian or bisexual. These days, however, 15 percent of young women are describing themselves as lesbian or bisexual. No wonder older folks are questioning this massive change of late!
Final Thoughts: Get to Know the Whole Person and Stop Obsessing That He's Gay
Dr. Mark McCormack, co-director at the Centre for Sex, Gender, and Sexualities at Durham University, says human sexual desires have not changed much over time, contrary to popular belief. What has changed, he states, is the belief that sexuality is black or white, gay or straight. McCormack comments, “the idea that sexuality isn't categorical but a continuum is increasingly recognized.”
While some kids may be experimenting with their sexuality to get attention, my son is definitely not one of them. When relatives ask me this question, I feel bad for them because they missed out on knowing a really awesome kid. Perhaps, deep down, that's why all these questions are hurtful. If these relatives really cared about my son and wanted to be a part of his life, they'd take him to dinner, talk with him, and not ask me questions behind his back. They'd get to know him as a complete person as I do. After all, all moms want their kids to be seen and loved for who they truly are, whether gay or straight.
My Gay Son Is So Much More Than His Sexuality
This Is the Book I Now Recommend to Relatives When They Have Questions and Concerns About My Gay Son
While I'm proud of my gay son, I'm still adjusting to him coming out and I'm certainly no expert on LGBTQ issues but I'm learning. When relatives ask me questions, I now recommend they read this book that's choke-full of answers on a wide-range of topics. I figure if a person is intellectually curious and open-minded about the topic they'll be happy to read and learn more. If not, I don't want to waste my breath trying to explain things to them. I've recently given this book to my son's grandparents, but I'm pretty certain that haven't bothered to read it. At least, I now know they'd prefer to stay in their ignorance.
This content is accurate and true to the best of the author’s knowledge and is not meant to substitute for formal and individualized advice from a qualified professional.
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