Are you scared of what your parents will do if they find out you’ve told someone? I’m concerned that there’s more to worry about in your home than being called an idiot. While that alone is quite damaging, I’m worried that you’re being abused in other ways as well.
It’s not unusual for dysfunctional families to be isolated. They often have weak ties to their relatives, neighbors, and community. If this is true in your situation, you may be feeling especially frightened, alone, and unsupported.
I’m not going to make a recommendation to you because I’m concerned about your safety. I don’t want to suggest anything that would put you in harm’s way. I’m worried that you don’t have trusted people in your life--grandparents, aunts, uncles, friends, and teachers-- with whom you can confide in about this matter.
Please give it some thought and reach out to someone who cares about you and will know what to do. You and your family need some help. Take good care of yourself!